its me ..

its me ..
ilysm

Muzikk :)

Friday 15 November 2013

all about him

alhamdulillah dh nk hujung semester dh ni ..
final pon dh nk dekat ni ,
alhamdulillah la jugak sebab kami still lagi ..
nmpk mmg hari2 gaduh tp sejak2 ni 
dy bnyk berubah utk mgalah ..
sygnya sy dekat awk ,sy dh bnyk mula kenal diri awk ..
sy kenal awk dlm diri sy utk apa awk dlm diri sy dan segala nya ..
sumpah ckp awk sejak awk berubah dh tak mcm dulu
syg sy dekat awk ta penah berkurang tw betul sy ckp ni sy ta tpu pon awk serius ta tipu awk oii
awk bnyk bg sy senyum
awk bg sy bahagia dengan awk
walaupon ada hari kita gduh tp sy ckp dgn awk terus terang awk je skrng sy syg slain fmly ngn kekwn 
sy tade pon org lain
awk nk tahu kan fakta tu yg sy ckp kat awk tu
perempuan tu kalau kwn dgn mana sekali pon even ramai pon kalau dy syg suka sorng laki tu tetap sorng je dy syg tade nya org lain dlm hati dy caya lah ckp sy awk oi
awk sy pengang janji and ape yg awk ckp depan kdai switch tu..
awk jgn ingt sy lupa ok sy ingt setiap detik awak dengan sy ,
sy tahu awk penat layan kerenah sy yg bnyk songeh tu kan awk ..
awk nk tahu
setiap kali sy jumpa awk sy rsa mcm kita bru mula2 kenal
entah la kan mcm mna sy ley kenal dgn awk dgn lebih dlm lagi an padahal smua tu dlm diam je kan
sumpah awk sy nk sngt smbung study dkat JMti ni dgn awk dgn dyorng smua
sy xnk satu satu pergi
sy nk awk bljar skli dgn sy
sy nk awk ajar sy apa yg saya ta reti
awk ni lah kan mmg bnyk songeh xnk ajar sy kan mntang lah pndai .
is writing ...
ya allah dup dap dup dap aih tatau napa >>
sumpah ckp sy rasa sngt apa yg awk rasa dekat sy..
sy harap kita kekal smpai ke jinjang pelamin ..
ah sudah kalau sy berangan lagi bnyk crta nya ,,
awk dh pukui 1 lebih awk pon dh tido ta baca pon blog syg ni kan
awk ,tido dgn nyeyak ok so esuk bnyk keja lagi kan nk buat

syamsul histari <3 nur fatin

killing my soul

hi awk hi awk lah awk lah yg gh baca ni takan kwn awk kut hee nk guna awk la mls nk speak penang n xnk guna titik sbb aku tanak akhirkan this feel on this blog sebenar nya bnda yg aku nk cter is what happen a few day dlm bln november 2013 apa yg jadi masa bln 11 ni siuz bnyk mainan kan perasaan masing  mula gaduh dgn sam pastu selisih fhm dgn kaklong ngn daus then kecik plak nk majok ngn kami *sam daus ya allah apa lah dugaan apa yg kau berikan pd aku aku dh ta kuat sekarang ni sejak aku dtg sini aku lemah,lemah sngt dulu ya mmg ada someone dekat rumah bole ja aku kuat tp smua dh berubah aku dh tada tmpt nk crita tp tuhan tu adil dy biar kan aku jauh dgn org aku syg tp dy hadir kan aku dgn kwn2 yg snggup care pasai aku
sumpah aku ckp aku syg dyorg sngt atyrah kaksyu dyrah myroomate fa n yg mna rapat dgn aku nani yg snnup bg advice dekat  aku even dy sndri pon ada masalah dy sndri ya allah sedeyh nya aku teak terkata
aten sabar okay allah duga org tu sbb allah syg hamba dia ingt tu aten jgn fikir bnda lain ok

i'll remember you forever my dear ...

Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said "Excuse me, beautiful, " I said, "Aww, shucks"
And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch? "

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thank you, baby, " I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things

It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)
It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)
It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)
And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it's all about him, yeah

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

Friday 8 November 2013

dia yang semakin jauh .

hi reader *tengah tangan dekat korang ..
bytheway yg tgh bca ni mmg nk 
tw apa yg i nk tulis ni kan coz tu
still reading kan .
tgk lah pic tu..
bnyk kenangan dgn org tu ..

*menitis air mata ni.

dlm gmbar tu aku dgn someone.
bkn lelaki tapi pepuan.
she is my younger sister .
masa dy kecik dy ni mmg awesome
i love her so much tp ..
lately ni
since dy dah mningkat remaja perangai
dy terus berubah..
silap aku jugak..
aku ni bkn baik pon .
sbb kan tu dy jdkan aku cntoh.
klau lah aku tw bnda ni nk jadi cmni 
mmg aku ubh prngai aku n kami ta jdi cmni
apa yg aku buat ni smua ni kebaikan  dy jugak
'kakak ni tw apa yg terbaik utk seorang adik,'

aku ni mcm bestfriend dy kt umah 
apa kami buat smua skli
kalau nk tahu face kami totally mcm kembar
kami ni beza 2 tahun tp she likes my twin.
everywhere we go together
everything we do together
even when we grown up got a boyfriend almost a time got our bf
same name.
and we broke up also together..

but not now
she was change  a lot .
i miss the old her .


aku tatau bila dy nk berubah aku nk dy tw satu ja 
"aku still syg dy sebagai adk even dy bnyk lukakan hati aku"



Sunday 3 November 2013

just us

 31.10.1995/2013 sakura JMTi
back from koir nani afif kena smash kaw2 dgn bdk class
thanks ALLAh give us best relationship in the best and wonderful friendship #faiz#mamu#akiem#sam#daus#hanipgwiyomi#faris#syafiq
#iekakecik#mimi#amal#ainaa#aku#fuii


penatnya balik dari KOKO..
singah lepak depan bilik bdk kelate n the most fotogenix face is FUII farahin ibrahim
that our father name is same :)
she was a nice ,friendly n funny person :)

nuratiqahmohddaud
khairaniafifuden
nurshamimimohamednonsa








them: our classmate yg gila2 mcm dh jd dlm sem 1 ni
hahaha mcm ragam ada..
perangai sorg2 dh knai..

sampai ke subuh
boleh jadi depa ni duk merepek ..
SYkPE




@lobby JMTi 

sesi photografi ..

syamsul histari bin abu seman 
 saya ta kisah kalau awak nk kawan dgn sapa pon
saya ta kisah kalau awak nk keluar dgn sapa pon
saya ta kisah kalau awak ta text or call saya pon
tapi saya kisah sangat kalau awak lebih dri seorng kwn dgn org lain
tapi saya kisah sangat kalau awak keluar dgn perempuan lain bkn saya 
tapi saya kisah sangat kalau awak still contact perempuan lain ..

awak
kita mmg baru kenal
mmg baru start kenal diri masing2 
time ni lah awk nk tahu sapa diri saya sapa diri awk pada saya ..
awk kena nmpk saya ni sapa dlm hidup awk .

awak
saya x mnx nk jd sesapa pon dlm hidup awk.
tp saya harap boleh jadi kwn awk yg boleh buat kerja sekali
boleh gelak sekali kena marah sekali
tp tu semua saya boleh berangan ja ..

awak .
ingt saya ta cemburu ke
bila awk rapat dgn sorg je kwn sy.
bkn dgn kwn sy yg lain
tape lah awk kalau bkn jodoh kita suatu hari nnty
sy doakan awk dgn org yg awk syg n orgtu pon sygkan awk .

hidup kita kat dunia ni mmg ta lama
saya hanya mampu mnx maaf beribu kali dan awk maafkan nya
awak
sy nk sngt tgk awk senyum

mmg bnyk kali kita gduh n bnyk kali jugak kita baik kan
tp sbb apa sbb masing2 still rasa apa yg masinng2 rasa kan
awk ..
sy mmg ta suka nk cri pasal
bnda yg dh berlalu biar kan lah sy pon mls nk ungkit.

bnyk bnda yg jadi maybe nmpk kat sy n bkn nmpk kat awk
sy ta ckp smua slah awk
tp kalau suatu hari sy bkn milik awk 
sy still anggap awk kwn sy

sy mmg ta mampu nk ckp depan2
apa yg harapkan dri awk jgn lah kecewa kan perempuan ..
sbb apa yg awk buat takan bg effect apa pon ..

maaf apa yg sy ckp buat awk ta suka !
awk nk tahu x awk ni mmg sweet sngt tp bila mrh ,jeles,
hmm susahnya nk pjuk ,,
hmm kalau nk cter mmg bnyk lah pasal awk

* tunggu sambunganII

" kisah ta semena mena " MONOLOG

            "fadini dgn dirah ke blok asrama lelaki,tingkat tiga di tgh koridor..
dan tiba2 rambut dirah berubah menjadi pnjng dan aku berada di blkang amri..
ikut sbb amri berani sngt time tu ..tp aku pelik knp amri calitkan something kat tapak tngn aku..
aku biarkan dan tak nmpk apa perubahan ..
keaadan jadi rumit..
ramai yang mnjadi zombiee
aku jadi heran 
zombie nya laki .
aku nmpk asyarf
aku lari ke dalam pelukan nya..
serangan demi serangan dia tepis dri terkena pd aku .
seolah dy masih kenal manusia ,aku sbgai kwn nya..
heran aku lagi 
kwn kepada kwn aku juga dlm situasi yg sama seperti aku..
tiba2 muncul fa ..
stress dgn math aku suruhkan kan dirah ajr kan math dan hujan turun dgn lebat
knp ramai yg tgk pelik.."

tiada kaitan dgn yg sudah mati -
sekadar monolog -.-